Was hungry today at times. Felt a little light headed and dizzy but nothing too crazy. Went and hung out at my girlfriend's backyard beach this afternoon after shopping in the am. The beach was good but Rylee started to get bad as we were almost ready to pack up. I've learned that she stresses me out when she is so bad, and I eat. I "snuck" the last 1/4 of Rylee's sandwhich on the ride home. It tasted so good. But I was so mad at myself. Why did I do that? Is it really worth it? No! Heck no!
Rylee screamed all the way home cuz she was over tired. Got home and put her to sleep. Had 2.5 glorious hours to calm down. When she woke up, I made her lunch which was mini make your own pizza lunchables. I again snuck 1/4 of 1 mini pizza. Why? Cuz I was hungry and wanted to know what it tasted like cuz it looked so good. I could have ate it all. I didn't. I stopped myself after that one taste and gave myself a good talking too. Stop it! You paid good money for this and it's only the beginning. Get through these 2 weeks and you are on your way. So I stopped and didn't "sneak" anything else. I was mad at myself for doing it, but proud of myself for stopping it then.
I weighed myself when we got back from the beach. I had wanted to do it the morning I started the shakes, but I was at the lake. Then I forget again this morning. So, better late then never. I weighed myself naked around 3pm.
Starting weight was 291.6lbs. It can only go down from here :)
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