Had a rotten sleep last night. Rylee woke up a few times and then was up for good at 7:30am. Me, not so much. Mom and dad were awake already and agreed to get up with Rylee so I could get another hour of sleep. Thank goodness! I needed it. Got up around 9am and immediately started getting ready for the lake. Me and Rylee were heading out with the dogs to meet my girlfriend and her son and hang out with her friend and her kids for the day. Got here about noon. Spent the day with them and Rylee had a blast in the trampoline, at the park, and playing with the sprinkler. She again didn't have a nap so she was unbelievable come bed time. I so wanted to eat some of her cut up wieners and take a spoonful of her kraft dinner. I didn't. And I'm so proud of myself for that. She really tests me and treats me like crap sometimes. Honestly. I truly believe that when she stresses me out like that, that's when I want to dive into a bowl full of chips. It's really tempting being out here. There's "good" junk food in the pantry and good bbq food in the freezer. Gotta keep my eye on the prize though. Day 4 is coming to a close and I still have 1 more shake to drink. I think one of the hardest things is to find stuff to do with my time now that I'm not eating. Hence one of the reasons I started writing a journal.
I didn't weight myself today, but my girlfriend said it looked like I already lost some weight. I won't have access to a scale until monday so we shall see. I'm hoping for a good number cuz I wanna make sure my liver does its thing and shrinks for surgery. Also, losing a good chunk of weight before surgery would be nice. Perhaps get back to what I was when I was doing well with weight watchers and bootcamp....which would be 267....thats 25lbs. Dunno if I will lose that much tho. My pants do feel looser today :)
Oh, and as a side note...not enjoying the black tar like poops! Haha! They pre-warn you about constipation, no one tells you you can have black tar like soft poop! So not cool! Also started my period yesterday. Fantastic! Haha!
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