Rylee was a gem today. Definitely cannot let her skip her naps. She is such a terror when she doesn't sleep and such an angel when she does. We went for a 3hr nap together today. Definitely needed by both of us! It's now 2:15am and I'm only writing for a little bit and I gotta get to sleep! I can feel that I am more tired these days due to the lower calorie intake. Don't feel like I've lost all that much weight so I'm really curious to weigh myself. I do however get light headed, nauseous, dizzy sometimes so I know I'm not eating much! Had a few moments of extreme hunger today, but curbed it with a boost and thoughts of the future.
I thought of my ex today. We watched the fireworks at the cabin and I was remembering when he and I went to watch our first set of fireworks together. It was Canada day and we went to Assinaboine park. We used to really enjoy watching them. And I still do. But it was kinda lonely, even tho the family was there. I still miss having someone to hold hands and watch em with. And that wasn't even my ex in the last few years. He never wanted to do anything like that. I can't wait to find someone else that once again enjoys the same things that I do. I definitely had a sad moment today. But, I shook it off, looked at Rylee and smiled. I'll have it again soon enough. :)
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